I didn’t know trauma of birthing my first child was hiding in my body

Some years back I followed this strong impuls to join a gathering of women

and half way trough it I found myself naked on the floor having my insides

de armoured. In an instance I was brought back to the birth of my oldest daughter.

The smell

The sounds

The people around me

It was all there

And I had no idea this wound was hiding inside of my body. I heard the sound of the scissor as it cut my skin to make room for my daughter to enter this world.

And as I was now at a place, feeling safe, held and ready to feel the experience in its totality.

It was released from my body

 

My friend holding her fingers on that tight spot inside of me, could felt it release and to me the release was so freeing it catapulted me into a place so filled with joy and aliveness.

I laughed for more or less 16 hours straight

I was re-born

I was free

And my body was so ready to experience life from a much more pleasurable place. Suddenly I was open to pleasure in a new way.  I was remembering my sexuality in a new way. I came back in contact with a part of me that had been hiding behing the wound.

This was where my journey to become a Tantric Therapist began

When I found and released a wound so deep so restraining. 

A wound that had been crippling my sexuality.

A wound holding my brilliance back.

When I first experienced the capability of my body to store emotions and memories beyond my wildest imagination. For the body truly remembers and the body can also set it self free. In a space of safety and trust. The wounds can release.

And beyond there is a whole new world 

Are you ready to release what is holding you back?